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hi there, this is me, the owner, CADEN YAP a.k.a the singapore no.1 bastard
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Thursday, December 15, 2005 11:02 AM
came back from band camp le. FINALLY. lols. went to sleep after doing my stuffs which is about 10plus. all the way till now. woke up because suddenly thought of something. wahaha. yesterday was damn tired. after sending Ann home, took the MRT home and dozed off. well, this is common. haha. so the train is supposed to end at Ang Mo Kio, where i'm supposed to alight. however, i could not wake up. lols. this is the second time. the first time, was i went all the way to Bishan then i woke up. this time, is a kind passenger woke me up. THANK YOU. lols. now having sore throat and slight fever. HEES. but, HECK CARE la. can't be bothered. lols.

this band camp, though is a waste of time, but at least the sec1s did went through three days of torture? lols. not so bahs. last year the band camp is even worst. haha. wells, Mr Chew has yet to lost faith in us. we can make it if we want to. he has been through so much with us, most of them are the sufferings, yet he did not leave us alone. and even when he was serious in leaving, he wants to get most of the things done. why bother when he wants to leave? come'on. is he going to waste the efforts and the things he did just because we are not focused? i know that this band camp is tiring. but this is when we can train our stamina, and to break through our limits. make use of the last chance that he has given us. please, do not let him down again. this band camp, just take it is a mistake bahs. take care everyone, drink more water. :) now i'm having the usual backache, damn it man. so pain till i can't sit still. sucks. and i just drank a bottle of water, yet i'm still thirsty. sigh.

wah, you will show care and concern de wor. how cum i don't know arhs. lols. and i'm not piggy lo. i'm just tired. hahas. yesterday did see you online, but i appeared offline, because i got no energy to chat liao. paiseh wor. then after i finished doing my stuff, i went to sleep all the way till this morning then saw your message. hahas. sorry arhs. anyway, you got take care of urself mah? looks like you didn't. sigh. wonder how then will you take care of yourself. lols, anyway, sorry about the message. i only joking. you make me both sad and happy. and also, i'm not your jie jie lo. eek.. so er xin. JIE JIE! sorry, really sorry. i didn't mean to say that you are bad. even if you think you are, i will still want you to be my **. without regrets.

you don't even let me off during my camp. you make me sad. why must you do this to me? perhaps you want me to give up bahs. i will. i will give up, no matter how hard it is going to be like, because i do not want myself to be sad, i told my ** that i will be happy, and i meant it. you make me sad, and guess what, i've been thinking day and night about why you have to treat me this way. perhaps, you still do not know that i like you bahs. whatever it is, i just want you to be happy.

i'm glad that someone is about to enter your life, and i hope that the someone, is who we talk about. at least the person will be happy bahs. i wish you all the best, i saw your back view once again, when you decided to let me go, so now i do not want to hurt you more, just in case you turn back, so i'm going to run. run till i'm tired. regardless of which direction to go. so take care of yourself. :)

someone should be honoured lo, not me. ANN! you should be the one feeling honoured. this is not the first time, i care for people. but the second night, is the first time, i let a GIRL lie on my shoulders and sleep. but on the other hand, i'm not sure if i will let other girls do the same. wahaha. but you are the FIRST GIRL. haha. so honoured right?! lols. and i didn't kidnapped your koala lor, he came to me, because i always joke with him. to make you laugh nia. but this two days, i'm not sure if you really laugh from the bottom of your heart or what. lols. nevermind. take care of yourself. RUOHAN! please don't anyhow say la. i don't AN LIAN her. i only treat her as a friend. i have someone else in my heart le. and you heard what she say lo, she got better taste. haha. so don't misunderstand. i'm not sure if you are joking or what. but just want to tell you la. HEE.